The day after the election
I'm still stunned, and mostly speechless, about the election results.
For the first time in my life, the candidate I voted for won.*
Which is a good feeling, but it pales in comparison to the sense of
having helped make history. Tomorrow I'll get back to fretting about
the enormity of the job that President-Elect Obama (a phrase I'm
really, really happy be able to type) has ahead of him. Tomorrow or the
next day, maybe, I'll go back to being cynical about politics. Today?
Not so much.
I want two things to happen next. First, I want the culture wars to
end, or at least peter out and fade into insignificance. The stupid divisive rhetoric about
who's a "real American" and who's a "traitor" or a "terrorist" or a
"socialist" or an "atheist" (hello, Elizabeth Dole!) needs to stop.** We
need to stop using people's worst fears and prejudices, the coldest and darkest corners of their psyches,
just to drum up a vote. (And, while I'm dreaming, we need to stop
demonizing educated people, and scientists, and people who can speak in coherent sentences. It would
be nice to live in a country where politics didn't constantly give me
flashbacks to being the unpopular nerdy kid in seventh grade. Also, I'd like a pony.)
The crazy thing is, I actually think that can happen. Maybe not all of it, or all at
once, but I think it can happen. I think yesterday was a pretty big
demonstration that there are things people value more than fear and
hatred and divisiveness.***
And, second, I want the "responsibility" Obama called for in his
speech to be more than a buzzword. I want to feel like there's more
that I can do for my country than going shopping. I want the effort to
dig ourselves out of the various messes we're in to be a collaborative
one, and if it turns out we need some kind of 21st century WPA to fix
things, well, sign me up. I'm feeling optimistic about the future for
the first time in yonks. Long may it last.
* I was old enough to vote in 1996, but that year I was wrapped up
in Personal Life Stuff and too apathetic to vote. I know: bad citizen!
I blame youth and stupidity, and the fact that Clinton looked likely to
coast to victory anyway.
** It amuses me that, in the estimation of people who fling around
phrases like "real American," I'm a fake American. I mean, I was born
in the city where
they signed the Declaration of Independence, the home of the
Liberty Bell and Ben Franklin and Betsy Ross and the first American
flag, for crying out loud. And I grew up not far from where Francis Scott Key wrote "The Star-Spangled Banner." I am
not some kind of traitor because I'm a city dweller, or because I vote
for Democrats, or because I've spent the majority of my life on the
east coast. I'm an American too. It shouldn't matter who we vote for
or where we live or who we love or what deity we believe (or don't
believe) in. That's the point, and for once in my adult life, I'm
actually hopeful that people get it.
*** Though the perennial popularity of homophobic ballot
initiatives is as depressing as ever. I mean, I didn't expect Arkansas
to become a bastion of sanity overnight. But California? What the hell
happened to you? I used to think better of you, California.
If I remember right, by the time I got to the polls in ’96, the election had already been called for Clinton so I voted third party. Green? Don’t remember, now 🙂
Yeah. I remember it dawning on me that there was actually nothing, *nothing* that made me any less American than anyone else. That I belonged here as much as any other white person.
Yes. Go far enough back, and every non-Native American is a foreigner of some sort or other. (This cartoon comes to mind…)
It must be so odd being on the west coast on election night — I thought for sure they wouldn’t call it until they’d at least started counting the votes in WA/OR/CA, but I thought wrong.